Is Your Joke Still Funny?

Posted: 2/8/2013

Is your joke still funny 
When im drowning in my tears?
Do you feel better now
When i wish i wasnt here?
Does it make you smile
When i bleed alone at night?
Is your joke still funny
When im turning out the lights?

Is your joke still funny
When i hide from everyone?
Do you feel better now
When im the crazy one?
Does it make you smile
When im screaming in the dark?
Is your joke still funny
When ive carved them into scars?

Is your joke still funny
When my eyes are on the ground?
Do you feel better now
When im scared to make a sound?
Does it make you smile
When im falling on the floor?
Is your joke still funny
When i can breathe no more?

Is your joke still funny
When i cant seem to fall asleep?
Do you feel better now
When you haunt all of my dreams?
Does it make you smile
When the pain wont go away?
Is your joke still funny
When the scars of you dont fade?

Is your joke still funny
When my heart begins to break?
Do you feel better now
When i finally go insane?
Does it make you smile
When my lips are turning blue?
Is your joke still funny
When its all because of you?

Is your joke still funny
When im feeling all alone?
Do you feel better now
When my heart is turning cold?
Does it make you smile
When i say that i am done?
Is your joke still funny 
When im cleaning up the blood?

Is your joke still funny
When im breaking piece by piece?
Do you feel better now
When the pain is my release?
Does it make you smile
When im always terrified?
Is your joke still funny
When im sick of all your lies?

Is your joke still funny
When im face to face with death?
Do you feel better now
When i have nothing left?
Does it make you smile
When i dont want to wake up?
Is your joke still funny
When they leave me with the cuts?

Is your joke still funny
When my razor breaks the skin?
Do you feel better now
When youre drowning me in sin?
Does it make you smile
When im running out of time?
Is your joke still funny
When i lose the strength to fight?

Is your joke still funny
When blood drips down my arm?
Do you feel better now
When i think ive gone too far?
Does it make you smile
When i never even try?
Is your joke still funny
When it makes me feel alive?

Is your joke still funny
When i cover up the red?
Do you feel better now
When i lay awake in bed?
Does it make you smile
When the bleeding doesnt stop?
Is your joke still funny
When my world begins to fall?

Is your joke still funny
When the blood turns into stain?
Do you feel better now
When i cant cope with the pain?
Does it make you smile
When it all comes crashing down?
Is your joke still funny
When my body is finally found?

Is your joke still funny
When my heart has lost its beat?
Do you feel better now
When ill forever sleep?
Does it make you smile
When im torn and hurt inside?
Is your joke still funny
When all thats left are lies?

Is your joke still funny 
When i open up my drawer?
Do you feel better now
When my bleeding skin is torn?
Does it make you smile
When the tears escape my eyes?
Is your joke still funny
When i know im not alright?

Is your joke still funny
When i wish that you could see?
Do you feel better now
When youmake me want to bleed?
Does it make you smile
When you see my every stitch?
Is your joke still funny
When im too broken to fix?

Is your joke still funny
When i hear them everyday?
Do you feel better now
When it never goes away?
Does it make you smile
When i break apart inside?
Is your joke still funny
When it falls apart tonight?

Is your joke still funny
When you read the words i write?
Do you feel better now
When i hate that im alive?
Does it make you smile
When Ive had more than enough?
Is your joke still funny
When i drown in my own blood?

Is your joke still funny
When I bleed under my sleeves?
Do you feel better now
When i dont think i can breathe?
Does it make you smile
When i starve myself and purge?
Is your joke still funny
When im the only one whose hurt?

Is your joke still funny
When my pulse is growing weak?
Do you feel better now
When i reach the final beat?
Does it make you smile
When my last tear finally falls?
Is your joke still funny
When youre the bully afterall?

By: Me