I Hope!

Posted: 12/20/2012

Hello,

I have been bullied a lot. And i mean a lot. From Kindergarten To grade 3 my life was perfect. But in grade 4 i moved schools. That's when it all began. I made 2 friends on the first day of school. They were barely my friends though, we barely talked and they ditched me all the time. Everyone in that class hated me.

There was this one kid named Noah! He was the worst. Everyday they picked on me. Called me cocky and stupid and mean and ugly. I cried so often. It hurt a lot. I have been cutting myself since that year. In grade 5 i made a so called best friend. Her name was Victoria. We got in a lot of fights but one day we just stopped talking forever. I don't know why. But during when we stopped fighting and the end of the year (a few months) she got me in trouble for a bunch of stuff i didn't do. She got me suspended 4 times even though i did nothing. I dont understand why she hates me so much she turned the whole class against me. No one . Not even my parents or brothers and sisters believed me.

In grade 6 I had high hopes. I ddint have anyone in my class from grade 5. Although, i had Noah. Grade 6 and 7 we have the same class in our school! Its hard. He was awful to me. When my friend came to sit with me he yelled "why are you going to sit with her? Shes disgusting."

I luckily have a lot of friends and i talked to the guidance councilor. I don't think she really cares though, or she thinks nothing is really going on with me. He still makes fun of me to this day. I never get a break. If someone says one mean thing to me it ruins my day.

I am over dramatic and i don't always like myself. But i am working on it. I have super supportive friends and an amazing brother. The one thing that is bad... Is that only a handful of my friends know. No family and no one else. Well i know it can only get better.. I hope!

By: Saadia